anyway. I'll pop in periodically for new things, hope everyone is enjoying their October.. I know I am!!


RememberanceI blame myself for every word I speak. Every choice I make, every idea I formulate. My decisions constantly fail me, Nothing works the way I plan. I black out into oblivion and my brain explodes with insanity. When consciousness returns, I am in awe. Awe of my own stupidity, My own arrogance and ignorance. Are these ghastly obscenities truly from me? Is my life actually capable of sabotaging itself? I deal with my own ramifications, Face the judge and jury of my own self, My morals, my ethics, my persona. They string me up, have me tried and found guilty, TheRememberance


ImmobileA sharp breeze rustles my hair, Objects whizzing past me, dancing around me, Faster and faster, in intriquite patterns. They brush against me, barely touching my chilled skin. moving so quick I can barely see.. But I can feel I can feel the life within them, the excitement and laughter All the while I remain stationary, Never moving. The soles of my feet glued to the hard cement, Shoeless, toes blistered, heels bruised and bleeding unable to move any further. An invisible wall, my own Berlin holding me back. They're movements catch my eye, hold myImmobile


EnvyThe dreams I cherish and ache to become reality Fly inches out of reach. Laughing and teasing in my face, Taunting me with my own desire. But my arms are bound and tied, My fingers too small to even scrape the edges Frustration and anger build day by day As the dreams run around in my head. My face, bright green with envy Masking the sadness with a bright white smile. I beg you to lift me up,Envy
Give me that extra boost So that I may at least grasp one and bring it down, Hold it tight against my chest. My heart aches for just one, One shot of a


Freedom, here we comeUnderneath my fingertips I feel the creature move. Curling, kicking, shimming,Freedom, here we come
Begging to be set free. Aggravated, she groans; ready herself to be free. Feeding off one another, By a thrumming labyrinth of vasculature, She begs to be empty again. The creature that lay dormant, For forty weeks till today, Now searches for the exit, Taking casualties of tissue and muscle with it. Another groan and a grunt of pressure, Shes pushing with all her might. The sound of flesh ripping in two fills the room, But he can finally see the light-  
| I'm a 20 year old college student just trying to get through life alive, healthy, and happy. Music, reading, writing, piano and my dogs bring me peace. My family, friends, and super incredible boyfriend make me happy. I'm here for fun and inspiration and want to share my thoughts with you :] |
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have a look at my website: [link]
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"just because you can't change everything doesn't mean you shouldn't try to change anything"
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To know true beauty we must first know true pain.... live and remember dont look back and wish
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isnt it ironic we ignore the ones who adore us, adore the ones who ignore us,love the ones who hurt us,and hurt the ones who love us
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You should never be afraid
You're protected from trouble and pain
Why, why is this a crisis in your eyes again
Muse
you've been holding out on me!
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Life's too short.
Laugh often.
Love deeply.
Forgive quickly.
Kiss slowly.
And never regret anything that once made you smile.
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"Technically I can never sleep with you, Bella." -Edward Cullen
"Very Mature Edward." - Bella Swan
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